I've Tried Breathing and Nothing Seems to Work!

    Guys . . . uuugghh! I've never been good with guys. It hasn't been until recently that guys started to show interest in me. I feel like I just stumbled upon being (somewhat) pretty and now I don't know what to do with it. Theres a million things that go through my mind when I'm beginning to show interest in someone. I don't want to fall for the wrong guy, is he the right guy? Will my family like him? Will we last? Then I start to like him and yet there are things that I don't like about him. The negative tends to overpower the positive, and then my overthinking just confuses me! It overwhelms me sometimes. RAWR. Sometimes its too much, and I just want to crawl right back into my little ugly shell and wait for the guy to leave. . . I just can't help it. I'm an over-thinker. Why must I overthink? I just want someone to walk right up and say "Hi. We're meant for each other." LOL wouldn't that be nice. . . and a little creepy. I know I just have to wait. Jehovah will know when it's the right time for me. Until then I'll just go about my life and maybe soon he'll make an appearance :)